[ i never loved nobody fully. always one foot on the ground. ]

i want to blog my heart out. i want to type these feelings away.... no such luck.

its final. i'm loosing all my old friends. bam. its done. oh well. that was fun while it lasted guys. when you grow up, give me a call.

ian and shmanda. i claim full responsibility for that one. they make me happy.
clark and jean? i have no say in that one. except.... EWWWWWWWWWWW!
me and van. me and van. me and van. me and van. me and van. van and i. madi and van. van and madison. guppy and turtle. bleh.

these feelings wont go away.
they've been knocking me sideways.

"i'm looking through you. where did you go? i thought i knew you. what did i know? you don't look different, but you have changed. i'm looking through you. you're not the same. "

its ironic because that is from a song by the beatles off a soundtrack of loobie and i's favorite movie. up next to tommy boy of course. all these years are thrown out the window.
"forget regret or life is yours to miss"

i suppose since i am such a musical person that the only thing that ever runs through my head are song lyrics. i hope that someone out there in the world of the internet can interpret my brain. it likes to bounce around. i wouldn't have it any other way.

i'm going to attempt sleep.

don't get discouraged. i see a thousand possibilities in every smile of yours. you're beautiful & worth more than i could ever tell you.